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like a melody in my head;
that i can't keep out.
kelroyweeyuting

alive and kicking for 18 years.
currently studying in Republic Poly.
Diploma in Sports & Exercise Sciences.
part of Team Republic Canoe,
& hello, nice to meet you.

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258. Written In The Stars - Westlife.
Tuesday, September 22, 2009; 11:53 AM
Stay with me
Don't fall asleep too soon
The angels can wait for a moment

Come real close
Forget the world outside
Tonight we're alone
It's finally you and I
It wasn't meant to feel like this
Not without you

Cos when I look at my life
How the pieces fall into place
It just wouldn't rhyme without you
When I see how my path
Seem to end up before your face
The state of my heart
The place where we are
Was written in the stars

Don't be afraid
I'll be right by your side
Through the laughter and pain
Together we're bound to fly


I wasn't meant to love like this
Not without you

I made a few mistakes, yeah
Like sometimes we do
Been through lot of heartache
But I made it back to you


When I look at my life
How the pieces fall into place
It just wouldn't rhyme without you
When I see how my path
Seem to end up before your face
The state of my heart
The place where we are
Was written in the stars


The state of my heart
The place where we are
Was written in the stars
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can't seemed to do anything right,
especially the part of upsetting you.
i'm sorry... =(

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220. Superhero, not.
Wednesday, August 12, 2009; 11:57 AM
crushed. smashed.
clashed. wronged.
you win.

你不懂超人飞超人偶而也会流泪


Why does it feel like it's raining in my head?
I don't understand
Why are you always complaining about me
You don't even know who I am
Don't think I wanna know you
I'm tired of running after you
I won't send you a sorry card
Cos' I don't need you
I've given up and never reminisce
I found a way of getting over this
I let go in everyway
Cos' I don't need you


I feel that it's time
For me to draw the line
(I know that I'll be fine)
Without your bitchin'
Cos' everyday I become
A little less numb
Like I don't even know you

Don't think I wanna know
I've gotta go before I go crazy
I let go in everyway
Cos' anyway, I know that you hate me

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217. I sure remember - Next phaze.
Monday, August 10, 2009; 4:19 PM
I remember the day when you said hello
With a smile on my face I said hi
Oh it felt so good like waterfalls
Fallin’ deep within inside of me

I remember the day when we first met girl
Three hours advance there I was
But I didn’t mind
Waiting at all
As long as eventually you’d come

I sure remember
Can you remember?
When you came along
And proved I was wrong
(That there is love)
I sure remember
Back in September
When I fell for you
And changed all my views

I remember that kiss by the bay
Feeling cold I wrapped you with these arms
Acting like we're alone with no care we went on
Waking up next to you at dawn

I remember those times when we traveled
Far away to places unknown
We didn’t care as long as we were together
We were so happy then even now

I remember every moment we’ve shared
I’ll give to you
All I have
Because you’re incredible
Truly wonderful
Amazing woman of all
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Recommended by Donna. :)

Work was great ytd.
Despite the amount of people. T.T
had fun working with funny people i swear!
Enna was really cracking everyone up.
lol, Tobias was another one, hardcore commenting on customers leh!
and Shawn was very noisy! LOL! esp when it comes to welcoming customers!
Night safari was the bomb! SUPER HARDCORE!
hahahahahaa and Enna has issue with people wanting to taste Vanilla and Chocolate.
Super funny!
Not bad, work is still like, alright.
so its a good thing still.
Still enjoying work. :)

Bus-ed back to cck with Joel, Enna & Shawn. :)
Met Drey, had a drink before heading to the playground to talk.
Hahahaha, great time catching up. :)
Headed home, Xiuhui gave me a shock cause she caused the whole house to blackout.
& for a moment i thought my family was dead.
aye, im lazy to elaborate.

Woke up with a temperature. -.-
pek cek pek cek.
rest, sleep rest sleep.
im still tired.
maybe i'm gonna napped later.
super tired lah.
why liddat, why so weak.
WHY KELROY WHY!

Be glad i'm still following how things are going.
Be glad i'm still following how you want things your way.
Beware because i know, everyone has limits.
& my patience is running low.
You dont want it to happen.
I swear you dont.

2 more weeks of school, omgosh Kelroy, buck uppp. T.T
week 16 is coming.. T.T
ok...

Would you make me number one on your playlist?

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204. Not meant to be - Theory Of A Deadman.
Friday, July 31, 2009; 11:28 AM
It's never enough to say I'm sorry
It's never enough to say I care
But I'm caught between what you wanted from me
And knowing that if I give that to you
I might just disappear


Nobody wins when everyone's losing

It's like one step forward and two steps back
No matter what I do you're always mad
And I, I can't change your mind
I know it's like trying to turn around on a one way street
I can't give you what you want
And it's killing me
And I, I'm starting to see
Maybe we're not meant to be

It's never enough to say I love you
No, it's never enough to say I try
It's hard to believe
That's theres no way out for you and me
And it seems to be the story of our lives


Nobody wins when everyone's losing

There's still time to turn this around
You could be building this up instead of tearing it down
But I keep thinking
Maybe it's too late

It's like one step forward and two steps back
No matter what I do you're always mad
And I, baby I'm sorry to see
Maybe we're not meant to be

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recommended from Xiaojun. :)
stucked in my head since then.
Yesterday was a bad day.
Bad enough.
But the day ended in peace.
lied on Furzion's tummy for 5 mins. :)
Took out New Moon and read 20 pages.
Got my mood calmed and then, stretch, sleep.
Reminder to self: alter your jeans pleaseeeee. T.T
im tired.
i hope i can sustain till 11pm later.
bwarh.
I'm yielding to temptation.
the lack of courage,the fear.
Its scary, but i'm crazy.
i want to do it.
no matter the consequences,i want to.
I almost did.
but theres something stopping me.
Why.
It's hard to believe
That's theres no way out for you and me
And it seems to be the story of our lives
-
There's still time to turn this around
You could be building this up instead of tearing it down
But I keep thinking
Maybe it's too late

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194.5. Joachim's here for you :)
Wednesday, July 22, 2009; 1:38 PM
What's wrong, what's getting you down?
Was it something I might have said?
You're walking around with your head to the ground
And your eyes are watery red

I know you've been through tough times
Kicked around, thrown to the ground
But you've always been the strong one
So don't tell me that nobody gets you
'cos I'm standing in your corner
Knocking at your door
You don't have to be alone

Just call my name, let me be an answer
'cos it hurts me to see you this way
I wanna ease your pain, help me understand
Let me be your shelter my friend

We share a bond, you and I, we belong
We're like coffee and morning trains
You strip my defenses, I catch your pretenses
The same blood runs through our veins


I swore I'd be your lifeline, made a vow
That I'd surround you with love at every milestone
I'll listen when nobody gets you
I'm still standing in your corner
Waiting by your door
You don't have to be alone


Just call my name, let me be an answer
'cos it hurts me to see you this way
I wanna ease your pain, help me understand
Let me be your shelter my friend


It was not too long ago
You sought to understand
You helped me mend
Remember when


So promise me you'll call my name
Let me be an answer
'cos it hurts me to see you this way
I wanna ease your pain, help me understand
Let me be your shelter my friend
-
Joachim sent me this "post" via email.
-
Joachim says:
related to your 194 mah
so the second half which comes would be 194.5
-
Thank You.
:)

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189. Because of you - 98 Degrees.
Friday, July 17, 2009; 1:45 PM
You're my sunshine after the rain
You're the cure against my fear and my pain
'Cause I'm losing my mind when you're not around
It's all (It's all)
It's all because of you
You're my sunshine, oh yeah

Baby I really know by now
Since we met that day
You showed me the way
I felt it then
you gave me love, I can't describe
How much I feel for you
I said baby I should have known by now
Should have been right there
whenever you gave me love
And if only you were here
I'd tell you, yes I'd tell you (oh yeah)

Honestly could it be you and me
Like it was before neither less or more
'Cause when I close my eyes at night
I realize that no one else could ever take your place
I still can feel and it's so unreal
When you're touching me, kisses endlessly
It's just a place in the sun where our love's begun
I miss you, yes I miss you baby, oh yeah

If I knew how to tell you what's on my mind
(Make you understand)
The I'd always be there right by your side

You're my sunshine
You're my sunshine
Oh yeah

The songs that are played in class are so...
lovely..
:)

Where the fields are green,
to see you once again,
my love.

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183. Have You Ever.
Monday, July 13, 2009; 9:16 AM
ok, this is so random i swear.
but this song was played through my facilitator's laptop when i stepped into class this morning.
old songs.. ahh.. i miss s club 7. :/

Sometimes it's wrong to walk away, though you think it's over
Knowing there's so much more to say
Suddenly the moment's gone
And all your dreams are upside down
And you just wanna change the way the world goes round

Tell me, have you ever loved and lost somebody
Wished there was a chance to say I'm sorry
Can't you see, that's the way I feel about you and me, Baby
Have you ever felt your heart was breaking
Lookin down the road you should be taking
I should know, cos I loved and lost the day I let you go

Can't help but think that this is wrong, we should be together
Back in your arms where I belong
Now I've finally realised it was forever that I've found
I'd give it all to change the way the world goes round

Tell me, have you ever loved and lost somebody
Wished there was a chance to say I'm sorry
Can't you see, that's the way I feel about you and me, Baby
Have you ever felt your heart was breaking
Lookin down the road you should be taking
I should know, cos I loved and lost the day I let you go


I really wanna hear you say that you know just how it feels
To have it all and let it slip away, can't you see
Even though the moment's gone, I'm still holding on somehow
Wishing I could change the way the world goes round

Tell me, have you ever loved and lost somebody
Wished there was a chance to say I'm sorry (I'm sorry)
Can't you see, (ohhh) that's the way I feel about you and me, Baby
Have you ever felt your heart was breaking
Lookin down the road you should be taking
I should know, (I should know) cos I loved and lost the day I let
Yes I loved and lost the day I let
Yes I loved and lost the day I let you go

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169. Risque.
Sunday, June 28, 2009; 11:13 PM

I got birds in my ears
And a devil on my shoulder
And a phone to the other
And I can't get a hold of her
And what's a crush to do?
What's a crush to do when he can't get through?
-
Grammatically speaking you're adorable
And from what I hear you're quite affordable
But I like them pricey
So exaggerate and t-t-t-t-t-trick me
Pretty please, just trick me
Pretty please

roar, ok.
i miss my hair.
ok, i cant believe im saying this.
ok, im not regretting.
SERIOUSLY NOT!
Just prefer the previous hair.
but oh well.
its ok.
Grow, hair, grow!

Today was a good day.
shopping with Mum, Xiuhui & Wilson.
Bought sneakers and sportsbra.
:D
One more pair of crocs coming up.
woo!
thanks Mummy!

Pokes seems to be in a good mood today!
& that makes me happy too. :D
heee.
heart to heart talk.
deep & meaningful.
thankyou.
:)


I won't.
take my word.
I won't.

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160. Music; Lyrics.
Monday, June 22, 2009; 8:43 PM
"U Make Me Wanna"

You know you make me wanna.
You know you make me wanna.

To start it off I know you know me
To come to think of it, it was only last week.
That I had a dream about us, oh.
That's why I am here, I'm writing this song.
To tell the truth you know I have been hurting all along,
Someway let me know, you want me girl.

Everytime you see me what do you see?
I feel like I'm a poor man and you're the queen.
Oh baby, you're the only thing that I really need.
Baby that's why:

You make me wanna call you in the middle of the night.
You make me wanna hold you till the morning light.
You make me wanna love, you make me wanna fall.
You make me wanna surrender my soul.
I know this is a feeling that I just can't fight.
You're the first and last thing on my mind.
You make me wanna love, you make me wanna fall.
You make me wanna surrender my soul.

Well I know that these feelings won't end no, no.
They'll just get stronger if I see you again.
Baby I'm tired of being friends.
I wanna know if you feel the same
And could you tell me do you feel my pain?
Don't leave me in doubt.

Everytime you see me what do you see?
I feel like I'm a poor man and you're the queen.
Oh baby, you're the only thing that I really need.
And baby that's why:

You make me wanna call you in the middle of the night.
You make me wanna hold you till the morning light.
You make me wanna love, you make me wanna fall.
You make me wanna surrender my soul.
I know this is a feeling that I just can't fight.
You're the first and last thing on my mind.
You make me wanna love, you make me wanna fall.
You make me wanna surrender my soul.

I'll take you home real quick
And sit you down on the couch
Pour some Dom Perignon and hit the lights out.
Baby we can make sweet love.
Then we'll take it nice and slow.
I'm gonna touch you like you've never know before
We're gonna make love all night.

You make me wanna call you in the middle of the night.
You make me wanna hold you till the morning light.
You make me wanna love, you make me wanna fall.
You make me wanna surrender my soul.
I know this is a feeling that I just can't fight.
You're the first and last thing on my mind.
You make me wanna love, you make me wanna fall.
You make me wanna surrender my soul.
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from library to interchange.
from interchange to library.
we are not on talking terms anymore.
why?
=(


"Promise Of A Lifetime"

I have fallen to my knees
As I sing a lullaby of pain
I'm feeling broken in my melody
As I sing to help the tears go away


Then I remember the pledge you made to me


[CHORUS:]
I know you're always there
To hear my every prayer inside
I'm clinging to the promise of a lifetime
I hear the words you say
To never walk away from me and leave behind
The promise of a lifetime


Will you help me fall apart
Pick me up, take me in your arms
Find my way back from the storm
And you show me how to grow
Through the change

I still remember the pledge you made to me

[BRIDGE:]
I am holding on to the hope I have inside
With you I will stay through every day
Putting my understanding aside

And I am comforted
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i heard this on Sobbina's blog.
it speaks alot.
i need a little more luck than a little bit.

Family?
Family.

im still stuck to the song,
Closer To Me.

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156. Five - Closer To Me.
Thursday, June 18, 2009; 11:29 AM
Constantly girl you're on my mind,
and girl I think about you all of the time
and even though words are hard to say,
girl I miss you, never thought I'd feel this way.

If you keep on taking, my heart you'll be breaking so why do you do this to me?
You know how I'm feeling it's you I believe in baby can't you see that I need you?

You know that it's true.
Every time I see your face I miss you baby
You know that it's you.
I want to let you know you're driving me crazy.
I'd do anything to help you to see, I don't think you understand what you're doing to me.
You know that it's true.
Every now and then I want to call you baby.
You know that it's you.
I say a prayer that you'll come back to me lady.
Oh yeah.
Life ain't anything alone can't you see you're an angel in my eyes,
everyday you're closer to me.


Nobody's there when I call your name,
and nights are cold girl without your flame.
But if I could girl I'd make you see.
That I'm sorry, and that I need you here with me.

Every day reminisce with the past
of a love that we thought would last.
How we used to be when it was you and me.
How did it all disappear so fast.
There are days that I can't forget
there are things that I now regret.
I was there for you when you were there for me, and I was thinkin' we were set.
Every night when I'm laying in my bed
I hear your voice going round in my head, think of all the things
I could have done and all those things I could have said.
I really will make it up to you
I know now what I've got to do,
It took time but now I've realised how much I'm missing you.

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152. Tell me why.
Monday, June 15, 2009; 10:57 PM
告诉我什么是爱
怎么做才不会遗憾
告诉我什么是爱
和被爱


We both know that I shouldn't be here
This is wrong
And baby it's killing me, it's killing you
Both of us trying to be strong

I've got somewhere else to be
Promises to keep
Someone else who loves me
And trusts me fast asleep

I've made up my mind
There is no turning back
She's been good to me
And she deserves better than that

It's the hardest thing I'll ever have to do
To look you in the eye
And tell you I don't love you
It's the hardest thing I'll ever have to lie
To show no emotion when you start to cry

I can't let you see what you mean to me
When my hands are tied and my heart's not free
We're not meant to be

It's the hardest thing I'll ever had to do
To turn around and walk away
Pretending I don't love you

I know that we'll meet again
Fate has a place and time
So you can get on with your life
I've got to be cruel to be kind


Like Dr. Zhivago
All my love I'll be sending
And you will never know cuz
There can be no happy ending

It's the hardest thing I'll ever have to do
To look you in the eye
And tell you I don't love you
It's the hardest thing I'll ever have to lie
To show no emotion when you start to cry

Maybe another time, another day
As much as I want to, I can't stay


(Ooh)


I've made up my mind
There is no turning back
She's been good to me
And she deserves better than that

It's the hardest thing I'll ever have to do
To look you in the eye
And tell you I don't love you
It's the hardest thing I'll ever have to lie
To show no emotion when you start to cry

don't want to live a lie
What can I do

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137. Screwed.
Friday, May 29, 2009; 9:07 AM
fucked up night.
fucked up feeling.
fucked up morning.
fucked up friend.

im in class.
initially thought of absenting myself.
too late.
maybe i'll just partial later.
Xiaojun isnt in class,
Thank goodness theres still JOACHIM!
HE JUST STEPPED INTO CLASS!
:D

Meeting powerpuffs later. :)
something to look forward to.
and TGIF.
shopping later with my lovables.
:)
Then its all back to training all the way till next friday i'll get my break again.
enjoy today.

sucks that my eyes hurt so much.

Tears never lie
I just can't hide
The feelings I've pushed down inside
Told myself that I would be alright
Tried to get you off my mind
But I'm missing you Heart's all in two
And I've got nothing left to do
But deal with the pain
And let these sad eyes cry
Cause tears never lie.

don't you see,
im not the only one for you
but you're the only one for me.

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135. Sum 41 - With me.
Thursday, May 28, 2009; 11:57 AM
I don't want this moment to ever end
Where everythings nothing without you
I'll wait here forever just to, to see you smile
'Cause it's true, I am nothing without you


Through it all, I made my mistakes
I stumble and fall, but I mean these words

I want you to know
With everything I won't let this go, these words are my heart and soul
I'll hold on to this moment you know, 'cause I'd bleed my heart out to show
And I won't let go

Thoughts read unspoken, forever in doubt
Pieces of memories fall to the ground
I know what I didn't have so, I won't let this go
'Cause it's true, I am nothing without you

All the streets where I walked alone, with nowhere to go
I've come to an end

I want you to know
With everything I won't let this go, these words are my heart and soul
I'll hold on to this moment you know, 'cause I'd bleed my heart out to show
And I won't let go

In front of your eyes, it falls from the skies
When you don't know what you're looking to find
In front of your eyes, it falls from the skies
When you just never know what you will find (what you will find)

I don't want this moment to ever end
Where everythings nothing without you

I want you to know
With everything I won't let this go, these words are my heart and soul
I'll hold on to this moment you know, 'cause I'd bleed my heart out to show
And I won't let go (I want you to know)
With everything I won't let this go, these words are my heart and soul
I'll hold on to this moment you know, 'cause I'd bleed my heart out to show
And I won't let go

i may be nothing to you.
but im nothing without you.
-
cause you're my everything.

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126. 就是我; 林俊杰.
Friday, May 22, 2009; 10:26 PM
我想了十几个夜晚我想我一直都在想
什么是完美的感动我想到开始头痛
你说不定也是一样想要爱却害怕遗憾
你说不定也很希望我可以比你勇敢

躺在星空下的草地上
心事全都摊开让你看
满天星星张大眼睛盯著我
想要说

任他们说他们看我都不管
我只要宣布爱你的人就是我
对没有错就是要
简简单单就是我爱你爱我
不需要啰嗦

我想了十几个夜晚我想我一直都在想
什么是完美的感动我想到开始头痛
你说不定也是一样想要爱却害怕遗憾
你说不定也很希望能和我交个朋友

躺在星空下的草地上
心事全都摊开让你看
满天星星张大眼睛盯著我
想要说

任他们说他们看我都不管
我只要宣布爱你的人就是我
对没有错就是要
简简单单就是我爱你爱我
不需要啰嗦
-

Finally,
another friday.
my free day,
my break.
:)

Great evening; well spent.
Roam around raffles place to city link and to MS.
sat down and had dinner.
walked to bugis.
took train home after that.
:)

nothing much to elaborate on.
ok, maybe i have.
in summary:
:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D!
*grins widely*

RP inter race tomorrow,
just a little tensed up.
I know i need courage and confidence.
I know i need just a little more effort.
Jiayou Kelroy.
Jiayou RPC.

Thanks for everything.
The songs you sang, the words you said.
you kept my mind calm.
thankyou.
I'm proud of you.
Trust me, I am.
:)

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