SWEAR I DO!

and i came to realise bad things always happens on friday.

pfft.

day was well, swear it was.

despite being late and all.

fuck, its good to be competitive.

but you know what is, selfish?

haiya.

just.

argh.

yeah im sitting in the library now.

sucks,

a D and minus 0.5.

very nice.

aiyah just. fuck it man.

TGIF though.

i hope things get better later.

Thank God,

Thank God for you.

Since the start of all this,

you've always been there for me.

I remember, 8th May.

The letter, the kinder joy.

Its been two months.

You're more than i can ever ask for.

I've never expected this day to come, where you're still standing right beside me.

Supporting me, guiding me, in every decision i make.

Your advices were precious,

Your words will be remembered.

Yesterday, yet another time, i broke down and cried to you.

I seek comfort from you.

And i thank you for being there.

Thanks for the post in your blog.

It made me cry, but it made me realise.

No matter what happens,

i know,

you will never fail on me.

You'll be there for me,

now and then.

Thank you.

When things are not worth remembering,

then let it go.

Xiaojun, you're a friend thats rare.

& I love you.

Xie xie ni.

:)

Also,

Thankyou AwesomEnna.

Thankyou Angeline.

talked to Joachim this morning.

and something he said hit me straight.

Yes, i got you dude.

Thanks. :)

Lastly,

to the one,

who tried his ultimate best to cheer me up, despite feeling down as well.

I'm sorry.

I've let you down.

Time & time again,

but this time,

its not gonna happen again.

The last and final time.

Thanks for being there, thanks for hearing me out.

Thankyou,

Esmond.

TGIF

&

THANK GOD FOR BEST FRIENDS.

:D

Date with Esmond later!

CIAO!

It wasn't really counted as a photoshoot though.

just a day out with the Gfs & Benjamin.

A visit to Old School.

:)

TGIF!

-

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We had fun.
Old school was really old school.
hahaha,
journey up was. crappppppp.
journey down was fast ttm.
Great catching up,
great companion,
great weather.
:)


More pictures on Facebook.
More photos in Benjamin's DSLR.
Stay tuneeee.


Im feeling like so depressed now.
Got the news of Joyce admiting into hospital.
=(.
Heard that this time its worst.
noooooo, take away the pain..... =(
I'm making a trip to the hospital tomorrow.
I want to be with her.
Hang in there babyyy, please hang in there...


It gets really heartbreaking and saddening
to see whats going on now.
I cant say much because i did the same.
Its probably my fault that things are like that -
we, in this situation.
tried to maintain what is left.
but, you went the hard way.
To think that we actually lasted for not a year but two?
-
I looked back and recall what was going on months ago.
Then i realise things wasnt as simple as it was.
There were many things i've overlooked.
Things that you've done behind my back.
Take it that i've put too much trust in you.
Your. Love. Was. A. Lie.

i've been missing out alot...

:)

partial-ed and left the class with the facilitator still in class. :/

before that was a surprise for Cheryl.

hahahaha, totally screwed and cannot make it.

but i hope you like the gift, dearest girl!

Joyce, we got to keep working hard enough luh!

ONE MORE YEAR!

thanks Kimo anyway!

hahahahaha,

i miss you two lots,

its been one year since we've known each other.

thanks for being there, dearest powerpuff girls. :)

Slack at the library with Bernice & Joachim.

Xiaojun then came along. :)

packed up around 2plus.

Met her friend at causewaypoint.

Chatted for quite awhile before Adeline came.

Headed to control station to wait for Angeline.

TOWN! :D

Shopping was great!

it seems forever since i last shopped for myself.

2 pants from Giordano for only $53. Super cheap.

1 tanktop from mooks for $23. Super cheap.

3 female Stretty undies for $15. Super cheap.

hahahaha, not bad eh! :)

Very satisfied. :D

Great fun in Mooks when Minghee was serving us.

Super funny when Xiaojun was using those tone.

laugh and laugh.

I love the tanktop i got.

hahaha, Xiaojun got the same one, just different colour & size. :/

hahahahaha.

Pastamania for dinner.

Full to the max.

Love the companion.

Love the food.

Love today.

heee.

many thoughts here and there. everywhere.

i've decided.

i've made my choice.

It doesnt matter much anymore.

and no matter what the status is,

its of no difference.

ke neng shi zhen de kan kai le.

im speechless.

but i will smile.

because it happened.

:)

I've been missing out alot.

really.

social life.

everything.

its time to step out of my turtle shell.

I'm so looking forward to my next two weeks of holidays.

Im so gonna enjoy it to the max.

you bet i will.

Train hard, NCC is in 3 weeks.

Nothing much else in my mind.

Just, enjoy, ignore, and stay happy.

Theres so much in life.

Look far, i know i'll be fine. :)

Goodnight readers. :)

fucked up night.

fucked up feeling.

fucked up morning.

fucked up friend.

im in class.

initially thought of absenting myself.

too late.

maybe i'll just partial later.

Xiaojun isnt in class,

Thank goodness theres still JOACHIM!

HE JUST STEPPED INTO CLASS!

:D

Meeting powerpuffs later. :)

something to look forward to.

and TGIF.

shopping later with my lovables.

:)

Then its all back to training all the way till next friday i'll get my break again.

enjoy today.

sucks that my eyes hurt so much.