today,
is,
not,
really,
good.

Popo fell this morning at the carpark where we were to pray to Gonggong.
She tripped over a curb and she totally fell flat. =(
i was walking infront with mum and sis and wilson was way infront of us and when i saw her fell, i was shocked, i was afraid.
She got a cut on her face, swell below her eye and a fractured wrist.
i thought she got a cut on her wrist but it was the bone poking out that cause the bleeding.
She was rushed to the A&E right after we send her to the clinic.
Went home with Xiuhui and Wilson. :/
Got to prepare for work still.

Sigh, this week is just a busy week for me
and im totally not prepared.
now Popo cant move her right hand, makes things very hard for all of us now.
Because dad and mum is working. xiuhui and wilson is schooling.
I got to be there for her now.
got to rush home every after training to cook and feed her and bathe her.

Seeing her in this state makes me feel not ok at all.
sigh, but what is done is done.
just got to hope that she'll be ok.

today work was fine. like i spend almost all my working hours in BnJ and yay because Wilson came over and help.
I miss working with him, him and his lame jokes and always like to disturb disturb.
hahahaha, though very strict about closing but hes damn fast. chop chop and done!
closing is so much better in bnj compared to amk. :/

so overall, working at bnj did lighten up my day alil.

probably because wilson was there to help too. :)

Joshie came to pick me. :)
yay. ok.
now.
got to stay focus.
Training, T2, Kicking, Twisting, Bursting, Longer strokes, Stretch.
not working this coming week for this weekends race.
still got to rush home for this week after training to look after popo.
ok.

I got to recover.
asap.
i need to.
oh gosh.
i really need to.

Im sick and tired of all your lies.
Im sick and tired of all your nonsense.
Im sick and tired of all your excuses.
You're fake.
Ultimate faker.
I tried my best to help you.
You disappoint me time and time again.
SO?
KBYE.

Im also sick and tired of whatever you're doing.
just stop it.
like, everyones helping.
u're running.
yeah
happily,
fuck them all.
i dun care anymore.
just, go, and, do, whatever, you, think, its, right.
continue being a fishmonger.

and i really mean what i said ytd.

if i could, if i had the ability,

without hesitation, i would.

im webcaming with my k4 girls.
im glad i have them.
I love them. :)

no matter what happens.

worse things can happen to me even further.

its ok.

cause i have them,

and they will always be there, to hold me, to support me.

Thanks girls, me love you 3 loads.

And Joshiie,

Me miss you tons.