yeah, its 3.30am in the morning.

and im wide awake.

gah.

people will be waking up in 1 and 1/2 hours time for republic run.

and i will be snoring like some ass pig. hah.

i've yet make up my mind to cut my hair anot.

i think maybe i should just go and leave my hair's fate in Tasha's hand.

lol,

it has been so long since i start to feel scared because im gonna get a haircut.

i dont wanna regret.

ok, thats so not me for saying that.

haha.

ok luh, i should just do it.

i think im like talking to myself.

ok yes im so bored.

no one close is really online.

roarroarroar.

ok omgosh,

im really gonna cut my hair.

whines ttm.

K.

i should sleep now.

*waves to anyone alive now*

Ok, im in class. yes at this time wth. -.-

Xiuhui's alarm totally woke me up at 6.30 i think i almost died or sth. -.-

i couldnt get myself back to sleep despite sleeping at i dunno what time.

sucks.

woke up. wash up. i stoned on the sofa. decided to head school early to keep wild thoughts away.

ok, so met up with Ian. im here in class, alone now.

i bet everyone thinks im an idiot. -.-

ok, im really tired.

do you know what does it feels like when you're really tired and ready to like close your eyes and doze off anytime but when you're ready for bed and you're widely awake?

and when you wake up early in the wee hours and that you cant get back to sleep anymore?

nope, thats definitely not jet lag.

Then when you feel ultimately hungry and that when food is place infront of you,

you just lose ur appetite?

no im not pregnant. -.-

ok,

i dunno what else to say.

i dunno why am i here so early in the morning.

Thanks to those who talked to me last night.

Especially you. Thanks for cheering me up. You know who you are.

Joshua Wei Maoqiang took the "which flirt-type are you? ;)" quiz and the result is: mr. nice guy.

You are the nicest person there is! You make a lot of compliments to every girl you meet - even if it doesn't fit... :D (Your adamantine is gorgeous!!) But as you are too perfect and too smooth you don't get any of your beloved... Maybe you should try to get more conclusive! Try to act not like a whimp for a change. And restrict your compliments!! The adamanitne is not always the thing girls are impressed hearing about - try to start with the eyes... :) And don't get slaphappy - try to choose one girl you want to impress instead of spamming the whole womankind with your compliments!!

TSK TSK TSK!

Anw, work sucks for today.

today kinda sucks.

Flu, bad flu.

Please go away, i wanna train tomorrow.

Hah, I dont even know how to start this post...

ok, I managed to popped by my past archives. for childishdelights. year.. 2006-2007.

It came to one post which I realise I actually have learnt so much and picked up myself well enough to handle whatever that comes today..

Someone told me something which sets me thinking back. Although it wasnt in such same senario or whatever. but kind of in the same track, in the same shoes. The pain I felt was exactly the same. Its all the same, no matter whos ever shoes you put yourself into, its the same.

Whos fault is it? Ask yourself.

I tracked back each and everyone and realised that many things have changed.

Some have forgotten.

Some have despise.

Some have hatred.

and the best out of the best,

being such a 2 face person.

oh well..

Good luck.

and all the best.At times i really wish, i've never met you.

Till then, Goodbye.Sucks to be with the past.

tell me about it.

/edit at 9.09pm.

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Whatever you say, Boss.

Cause i'm really tired of every single fucking shit.

Cause i'm really sick of pretending who you wanted me to be.

Call me a loser, so what?

Yeah yeah, You're the superman, I'm the loser.

If i have the choice,

I'll quit.

Happy now?

Yeah, so you're gonna call me a fucking quitter now?

Seriously, just go ahead.

I cant be bothered, anymore.

Am.Fucking.Tired.

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/editted.

I tried to upload photos up.

My laptop's bluetooth died on me. -.-

GREAT. and I'm lazy to like, go one big round to upload it so forget it.

Dinner with the Wees yesterday.

10 of us. :).

oh well. it was a good one so I guess the bill was worth all.

I think this is a very random post. :/

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I bet most of all people have been through this stage of love.

Where you actually, am willing to give up all and all to him/her.

I've definitely been through that before.

I think someone told me this or I read it somewhere,

"To give in all you get, but you're suffering in silence."

No matter how much on lookers cant bear to see you get hurt, you would go all out for it.

Be it suffering in silence or not.

Because you know it yourself, its all worth the sacrificing.

I did that before, and, it ended up with no regrets.

because I believed I've tried, I've gave my best, and, I've got my answer.

To give in, and not expect appreciation in return.

The process is tiring I must say,

It is really tiring.

at point of times you would go crazy.

but love is blind.

and love makes ppl goes crazy.

Love is a language that everyone speaks.

therefore, we're all crazy.

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Trust me, this post is definitely NOT refering to anyone in particular.

Its just some deep thinking i've been doing and its really a random post.

I thought Love was beautiful...

So beautiful...

I didnt know it would hurt so badly.

=/

我累了.

晚安.

(edit)

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I told you we were really bored.

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Picture 1: She met Furzion but she was unfriendly!

Picture 2: Pimple on the nose yo!

Picture 3: DIG LIKE US YO!

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ORLENGG!

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Say hello to my new friend, the panda. HAHA!

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SHE MY BEE OK!

HAHAHAHA!

(editted)

Oh-Kay.

as the above states, Joshua calls yu sheng the tossing dish.

Just last year, i could remember how high i toss up,

Praying and hoping silently, that i'll get into RP.

Seems like it works,

cause, look..

I'm there...

Just how much i've gone through last year.

This year, i toss with no much thoughts.

Just hope that things would be smooth and well for me this year.

This is a random post, and I'm bored.

Webcaming with Adeline now.

trying our best to entertain each other.

Ok.

goodbyee~

Dropped by Enna's.
Found this.
Pretty interesting.

I was kind of expecting - Looked down on.

:S

Oh well.