最近心情果然越变越沉重.
i need to let out my thoughts.
i need to start picking up the pen again.
i need to buck up.
i need more time.
i need to stop binging.
i need to stop venting.
i need to take care of the knees.
i need to take care of the wrist.
i need to get hold of myself.
i need to take care of myself.
i need to stop thinking that im superman who can take the world all by myself.
i need to start breathing.
i need to be happyyyyy.
a temporary change of k2 partner.
a change in k4 sitting arrangement.
a change of work schedule.
a change of this, a change of that.
Love to stress myself.
Hate stress.
Make sense? not.
Expectations are way too demanding.
it gets quite scary how much a perfectionist wants things to be perfect.
it'll just turn into something that no one wants it to be.
retarded people can fuck off from my life.
in case you didnt know,
i dont need you in my life, at all.
haiya im so tired,
i should just head to bed.
kbye.
Labels: Deepthoughts, K2, K4, NoteToSelf