whines, im really fat.
i cant stand it.
No im not those kind who is hardcore skinny and hardcore whining that they're fat.
im seriously fat.
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I WANT TO EAT AND EAT AND EAT AND NOT GAIN WEIGHT!
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went for self training program given by coach.
im sure i ran more than 5km.
ran aimlessly, without anywhere to head to.
ups and downs.
and great. my knee injury is back.
=(
i. dont. like.
home, grab towel everything, head down to the gym.
gym facilities is reallly really limited.
no bar, no spare weights.
no assisted pull up machine.
no bench press.
only dumbells.
and bench.
oh well.
did what i could with what is there.
called wilson down to assist me for the pull up.
done and go homeeee.
then abs.
wah lao, seriously,
i hate the big fat tummy.
=(.
im gonna run tomorrow morning again.
oh goodness.
just kill me..
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really dont like.
cant even do pull up.
wth am i doing luh.
cant pull up,
cant shed fats.
=(
no strong abs,
no strong lats.
how?
kelroy = loser.
how depressing.
anw,
my day did start off well.
excluding the part where i woke up at 5am and felt cranky for awhile.
mummy drove me and xiuhui to the airport to picked daddy up.
:)
then we went for breakfast.
after that i went abit too high in car.
laughed like mad.
also, i started to receive text messages at around 6.20am which made my morning a better one.
super happy.
:)
ok i keep thinking its sunday today.
im heading out to eat belated father's day dinner.
yay.
no wait.
boo.
cause.
food = fat.
ARGH!!!!
IM FREAKING DEPRESSED!