HELLLOZXZXZXZXZXZ!
ok, i've lost my voice.
my voice is super, deep and rough. :/
it sounds weird when i start laughing.
okkkk~~~
Camp was, not too boring, not too bad?
just alright. :)
did enjoy myself at certain part of times.
all i know was that im really drained from the first day's training.
especially land training.
Circuit totally killed me.
2 mins of 7 exercises can die.
especially tricep and benchpress.
knock the weights twice on the back of the neck bone while doing tricep. =(
teared a little.
pain okkk...
=(
but after circuit, my arms were screaming in pain.
shaking, shivering. =(
madnessssssss.
second day more relax. but still, it was really scary.
k4 is getting better. so is k2.
switch boat to rp 12.
Hope things will get rather fine.
please please please.
i really need to get used to the rudder asap.
no matter what.
Boats have been shifted to macritchie and i hope training for tomorrow will get better and sunday too!!!!
*starts to chant and pray*
Its one more week to NCC.
thinking about it, makes me uneasy all over.
im really nervous.
its my first race on K2.
my third race with Xiaojun.
My first race on k4 with the k4 crew. :)
Jiayou, jiayou, jiayou!
and my parents are coming down on sunday to support me?
so random, so weird, so. i dunno. :/
but still.
oh well.
gonna whack hard and do my best.
Come on Xiaojun!
Come on K4!
We're gonna make it!
anddddddddd. i dropped my black everlast watch into LSR.
i cried over it for like i dno how long. =(
Placed in on the tape of the 3rd comain of k4.
tape totally came off when we capsized and there goes my beloved watch.
no words can describe how i was feeling at that point of time.
tears just gushed out like nobody's business.
and yeah, to those who think i was crying over something stupid, please go and die.
sigh.
It meant alot to me.
it meant so much to me.
i've only owned it for like 5 months plus.
Its not even half a year old.
im really fucking sad.
and really, really, nothing could be done, and im feeling, super upset.
jie, im really sorry..
i know you're really angry and upset over this but im really sorry.
my bad, that i didnt take good care of it. im sorry.
wrong person to seek comfort to.
your reply was unexpected.
it hurts.
but, forget it.
nothing much matters anm.
Im gonna head to bugis to get a new watch tomorrow.
i know its not gonna be the same meaning or whatever.
but, im really sorry jie.
I wont forget that you've put in great efforts to get it for me as my 18th birthday present.
I love you still, please forgive me.
sigh, heavy hearted when i passed by the spot i dropped the watch. =(
sigh, couldnt do anything much.
guilty, yet... sigh.
=(
ok, im gonna turn in soon.
i didnt really get much rest during camp.
goodnight.
i'll try to update as much as possible.
trainings, UTs, school, NCC.
soon, see you.