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290. Try.

Monday, November 16, 2009; 12:09 PM

If I walk would you run

If I stop would you come

If I say you’re the one would you believe me

I'm not in a good mood today. =(

I'm feeling very cranky.

I'm feeling close depress.

I'm feeling a little angsty.

I dont know..

Theres too much in mind.

Last monday,

just last monday.

can i do it everytime?

Rambutan, Tomato, Sausage, Button Mushroom.

Steam egg.

Cooked rice via Mircrowave.

I want more of it.

I'm greedy.

I know.

Yes, i'm eating always, everytime.

but please?

sigh.

Does anyone get my point here?

But I’m trying for your love

I can hide up above

I will try for your love

We’ve been hiding enough

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289. Water is essential for life.

Friday, November 13, 2009; 8:11 PM

First came the high fever.

then the swollen throat.

then the sore throat.

then the dry cough.

then the itchy throat that cause the cough.

& now, the never ending coughing.

that makes me cough till i can cough my lungs out.

fuck, its been a week, i'm about to finish that new bottle of cough drop mummy just bought for me and i'm not well yet.

i refuse to see the doctor and im hoping the cough drop would take effect soon and make the cough go away but fuck no.

what is this.

first the knee, now down with cough.

what, are they all gonna train k3 forever this way?

i need to get well.

i feel like im talking to myself but i cant be bothered.

i NEEEEEEDDDDDDD to get well.

its 6 partners i'm talking about here.

omg can someone just do something.

everyone knows how badly cough drop taste like BUT IM TAKING IT THREE TIMES A DAY WHY AM I NOT RECOVERING!?!?!?!?!

CANT EVEN SLEEP WELL CANT EVEN TALK PROPERLY CANT EVEN PRESENT PROPERLY IN CLASS WHAT THE HELL.

fuck, as much as i want to skip school to avoid spreading it i cant and people in class are starting to cough and sneeze alr.

tmr is the mock race i need myself to get welllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllll.

zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz.

like that how to paddle.

like that how to convince daddy to let me go train.

omggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggg................

*bang wall and die*

PLEASE PLEASE PLEASEEE!

DOR LONG LAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA!!!!

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282. Expect the expected.

Wednesday, October 28, 2009; 9:01 AM

dont fucking talk to me about it when you dont know how i'm feeling.

the words were enough to kill and it just keeps replaying in my mind.

still strong enough to hold the tears till back home.

wanna know what i wanna do now?

i wanna go run now.

and just keep running.

then i'll go swimming, then i'll do sprints.

i want to head for training now, and kick like theres no tomorrow.

Just..

Leave me alone.

i should have seen it coming,

i should have read the signs.

anyway, i guess its over..

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280. I really loveee......

Tuesday, October 27, 2009; 9:54 AM

I swear... =(

I really love running.

I really love jumping.

I really love skipping.

I really love sprinting.

I really love long walks.

I really love climbing up the stairs.

I wanna continue running.

I wanna continue jumping.

I wanna continue skipping.

I wanna continue sprinting.

I wanna continue taking long long walks.

I wanna continue climbing up the stairs as and when.

I want to continue canoeing till i graduate at least.

I want to go back Kryptonites to play netball.

I still need to continue jumping to do pull ups.

I still need to kick as hard as i can in the boat while paddling.

So dear knees,

pleaseeeeeeeeeeee, dont die on meeeeee.

not now, not then.

please....

Please let tomorrow's visit to Dr Thng be ok..

i really, want to run, and continue running for life.

i want to continue taking part in marathons and all.

No, dont even talk about running now.

i have problems walking. =(

and climbing small steps.

Hang in there..

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261. Sore & Fatigue.

Saturday, September 26, 2009; 11:16 PM

my mood is really screwed.

for reasons i do not know why.

I feel like i can just flare up at any single thing now.

lose my temper and start throwing tantrums.

I saw tons of people i never want to meet anymore in my whole entire life,

today.

and it was enough to bring my mood to hell.

Fuck lah.

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227. Like a blade, that cuts right through me.

Thursday, August 20, 2009; 10:14 PM

Let it die

never wanna say goodbye.

I dont like regretting.

Swear i dont.

i might do things impulsively.

but thats because i want to.

I know i will regret not doing it.

but then again,

I know i will regret after doing it.

I'm sorry.

Words might have been brought across wrongly.

open up cause i need to know.

but i guess,

its just you.

& im not gonna force you.

I hate stress, but i love stressing myself.

Tell me, wtf is wrong with me.

When you're gone
The pieces of my heart are missing you.

='(

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199. Same old brand new you.

Monday, July 27, 2009; 6:35 PM

Not just one more year,

but forever.

Credits: Xiaojun.

woke up early today, wanting to reach school on time.

then got a msg from Xiaojun that shes not going to school.

decided to stay home and rest because today is AE and i dislike people in there.

Was having migraine, didnt think much,

till i felt uncomfortable, super uncomfortable.

Took my temperature, took nurofen, headed to bed.

This always happens after my race, idk why.

dehydration perhaps? =(

Sigh, i hate it when im down with fever cause migraine is unbearable.

Was feeling hot and cold.

one second im under the blanket, next second i had the blanket off.

Was feeling super xin ku.

Then i thought of the times when i fall sick,

i was crying badly through the phone.

then again, i shed a few tears,

before i really slept.

Im taking in lots of liquid now.

& thanks for the barley & the yakult.

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