Hello you, you have been real naive this few days yeah?
i would say, dumb, foolish and stupid suits you right now.
Why bother so much when this is what you get?
happy? not.
then?
stupid.
just came back from pioneer not long ago.
i can nv run on the threadmill.
just a small step backwards makes me feel like im gonna fall off anytime.
hate the feeling, dont like running on the threadmill.
the last time i ever took a step on the threadmill was at Northvale gym.
years ago when everyone was alive.
and not only the left knee is affected.
my right knee too.
dear knees,
thanks for wearing out at this point of time.
but i need you with me for nwkc.
stay strong.
dont die on me now.
gym-ed.
my body feels like it has been torned apart.
gah, this is horrible.
the pain is idk.
but this is the one of the pain i enjoy max.
ironic?
insane? ahhhh, fuck that kind of pain.
yeah, im insane and im loving the pain.
rah, rp canoeists are like that. no?
i need to lose weight.
because of a particular incident, i lost weight.
now that its back,
i have to get back to where i was that time.
i dont care how im gonna do it, i will.
swimming tomorrow.
time to relax.
we're gonna be kids. :)
mood is screwed.
screwed to the max.
mixture of feelings.
have been dreaming about some stupid weird stuff this few days.
tell me all this isnt true.
dreams are stupid.
dreams are stupid.
fuck you.
i swear i hate you so much right now.
fskhw.