I'm dead tired.
i have work at 6pm later.
i'm gonna nap soon.
and this blog is damn dead and so.. idk.
mood has been way too down till idk what to say.
manipulation of mind is not like, strong enough i think.
I'm getting more and more chui each day.
I wonder how many more times of this thrashing i can take till i really break.
whats wrong, with this world.
whats wrong, with me.
=(
k, dun wanna blog anymore.
like, totally no time to do any other much stuff.
other than training, studying and working.
RP blocked out internet access which is good too cause i would study instead of surfing the net when my intention is to head school early to study.
so, after UT would be training, reach home late, no energy to use the lappy, and the next day starts all over again.
so, equivalent to no time to blog.
I think i've made yet another mistake.
and idk what to do or say to salvage this entire thing.
depressing, fucking depressing.
ok, going to rest now.
goodnight.