i keep trying. to no avail.
i keep falling.
i keep getting disappointed.
i tried & im tired.
i believe there are more things i should place my thoughts on.
not this, not that, not you, not them.
I thought i've let everything out that particular night.
seems like part 2 is coming soon.
i hate this. i hate it.
stop doing what you're not suppose to do.
i hate whats going on.
i hate how things are in this way.
health is failing on me, yet again.
i cant breathe, i cant smell, i cant taste and i cant sleep.
what is this.
tell me about it.
it came to me that i cant do anything much about how people are doing things.
drift away, stay here, so be it.
I've always placed faith in this phrase,
"Fate determines who comes into your life and heart determines who stays."
things are really getting unfair.
why try so hard to be at your best when people are giving you their shit?
sigh, i dun even know what i'm blogging about now.
I see myself screwing every single thing right now.
screwing myself, screwing my attendance, wasting my time getting sick all over again and not training.
hate it.
hate it.
someone, anyone, please.
please, help me.
please... ... ...
nobody wins when everyone's losing.
Labels: Rants