I know,
I know this wouldnt last.
Eventually,
I'd have to return.
Just,
let it be,
this way.
just,
for a moment.
I'm not ready,
yet.
but i promise.
I wouldnt take long.
I need,
to get up on my own.
&
need to be desperate
of wanting this badly.
again.
fuck i know,
no matter how it goes,
i just got to get myself,
back on track.
time isnt stopping for me...