Got to know about my race line up for Polite.
I didnt know what to say.
I kind of stunned, stonned and went into a blank state.
Wish i didnt place any emotions into this.
Wish i didnt made myself much attached to you.
Always having ways to calm myself down knowing that you'd go through each race with me.
After all that we've been through.
From the previous year Polite, to MR500, to NCC & NWKC.
From the big fat heavy T2, to the slim and sharp K2 Stingray.
Followed by the smooth K2 Liangjin.
From 3101, to 3426.
All the efforts, many many tries.
Despite capsizing again and again, still, making sure that every stroke counts.
Never ever thought of going through a race without you.
Not having you reassuring me, by the songs you sing.
Now.. tell me..
How do i do this...?
I remember the days we spent together were not enough
And it used to feel like dreamin' except we always woke up
Never thought not having you here now would hurt so much
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