like. i really do not know how to start this off.
but before messing things up, i think, this is needed.
call me a coward, for blogging this.
because i dun want to blow things up further anymore.
and, this i promise, would be the last post, for you.
you, can do whatever you want.
say, whatever you like.
and, go around, grabing whoever you want to talk to,
i dont care.
you, can bring up the past,
telling others how badly i've treated you,
telling others what i've told you,
i dont care.
you, can go ahead and say,
"kelroy asked me to moved on, and i did, so its my privacy with my new girl."
i dont care.
you, can continue denying that that girl is just your close/best friend.
and there is nothing between you two?
i dont care.
you can go ahead and move on with whoever you want,
tell others that i suck and im the bad guy for all you want.
because you're putting me like as if, im not moving on and that i dont want you to move on?
wait.
before speaking to others.
are you sure that, your facts are true?
dont go telling people different stories when what you've told me was totally different.
now, i dont see a need, to continue much with anything anymore.
cause its all over.
the fact that i did got over you, and you moved on.
im upset, not because you moved on but because you lied.
thats it.
say anything you want, to bring my name down.
to the canoeist, to your friends, to your family.
its not the first time that this is happening,
and i believe i can take the second thrashing.
if people wants to believe you, go ahead.
whatever you want to say to them about me being bad, for all i care.
because i have friends, here with me, supporting me, believing me.
thats all that matters when they themselves can see the truth and whats going on.
if you think by telling the canoeist what is going on between me and you is going to help you,
then go ahead.
cause then, we shall see,
who is the last man, with the last laughter.
my mistake, for even doing this.
my bad, for not heeding others' advice.
and i regret, not speaking up for myself to defend whatever you've said to me/others.
those months, i've regretted.
quarrelling with the wees and friends over this was never worth it.
Im glad they're still here standing with me.
& i'm glad i ended this early, because right now i know what kind of a person you are and thank goodness, its all over.
& good for you, that you've moved on too.
so, tada, so much for everyones happy ending.
and one more thing.
i did not go around spreading to my friends about you and your girl.
i did not even know about it.
it was friends who came telling me about it because they saw you.
it wasnt me who asked all my friend to go spy on you.
im not that crazy to do that.
and i did not tell them that you've moved on with a new girl.
its quite obvious when they see you holding hands with her and think that you've moved on.
no?
so please stop saying that you dont like me to go around telling my friends about you and her.
cause,
i.
did.
not.
yeah, i'll always be the bad girl who does bad things to you and never appreciate you.
and good that you've found a understanding girl.
so, ok?
im done here.
till then.