this would be the second time thats happening.
& i swear all this words that cant be said, are in fact tearing me apart.
I want to tell you,
I desperately want to tell you.
but i know i cant, i shouldnt.
enough, i rly had enough.
this feeling that bring me to tears, when did i feel them the last time.
Im sorry, i really am sorry.
but i got to make this decision, on your behalf.
because, enough of your pain,
i dont want to hurt you.
no, not anymore.
you are the one that means almost everything to me now.
and i really dont want to hurt you further.
let me do this.
let me take the pain for you, now.
because, if not, i would feel helpless, not knowing what to do, anymore.
as much as i want to take you away from here,
from this pain.
i know i cant.
because, from where i am now,
i know its impossible.
simply because i dont have the ability to.
Im sorry, my friend.
Im sorry.