Hi _.

Im sorry if my decision is gonna disappoint you but im serious about whatever i'm doing and i would still want to continue to canoe till the end of my grad year.

Sorry but you once took away something so important to me. Something which i was so proud of. Something which made me felt good. Something which made me feel honoured. You took it all away because my studies was not up to your expectation and that you made me feel that all my efforts have gone down the drain.

Something that i've been fighting so hard for. Something i've seen myself excel in. Something that keeps me burning.

But, you took it away.

You took my post away from Netball.

I regretted not fighting back for it.

Im not gonna stop Canoeing.

This 1 year in RPC has been worth my effort, my strength, my everything.

The passion i have now, is not as simple as you think it is.

No matter what you do, what you say, i'm not gonna give up.

Because, i want this badly.

My studies are not as bad as you think it is.

Canoeing is not affecting my studies.

Im old enough. Im 18.

I know how to prioritise.

Dont talk to me like as if im a sec 2 kid who doesnt know how to differentiate the important things.

Good try but quit trying.

This is not a good reason for my 1 year+ of effort.

Im not gonna let this go.

I'm staying, with them.

I'm staying, for it.

I'm staying.

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Lost.

Confused.

Afraid.

Why?

Not right.

Why this feeling.

It sucks.

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